When I landed on the steps of The Provi in early January 2022 I was below rock bottom. I wanted my life to be over as I couldn't carry on as I was. I wanted to die. I was suicidal and had tried unsuccessfully to take my own life the month before. My family and I had tried everything to stop my drinking. I was under a local drug and alcohol unit, a great GP, a private counsellor. But no one could really help me. From day one at The Provi the staff made me feel safe and cared for. The staff really were fantastic. I was amazed to learn that they were all recovered addicts. Who better to know and understand my addiction to alcohol than someone who had been therel!! I went with the intention of spending just 28 days there. My first week I was in the detox house. I started to learn so much about myself and my illness. After a couple of weeks I knew that I needed longer. And in total I stayed 12 weeks. Which I needed. The Provi is a 12 step program that I knew nothing about. But thanks to the tools they gave me I follow a 12 step program every day and because of that I am still alive and sober today. Living my best life. I will be eternally grateful to everyone at The Provi for the love, help and support they gave me. The counsellors are miracle workers. And they saved my life.